yo yo yo ~ joker here i wanna said something cause something happen recently. you all know im single le right haha but at the same date it self i realise something i had a good family. my sis came inside my room and ask me this " eric are you ok?" i replied "of coz i am why not" she said she worry about me from than my heart is not bleeding but crying. my eyes did not show any drop of tears but my brain is flooded with tears. i tell u all this is becoz i know 2 person have been quarlling and they use to be "sister" if u said sister means forgive and forget. rite?


some how i tot relationship is the one that last u in ur life. after this time i realise im wrong maybe im stupid or some what but i believe family is always best. fcukers is not wat we call as fren coz no matter wat when ppl ask "what is fcukers?" i would reply oh is my 2nd family.


so i hope this post can make the 2 of u cool down and face the fact and solve the prob and not angry with each other? hao ma? im the fatty joker who does not wanna see anyone angry or sad except for me ok?


u 2 angry each other. wat if one day you and her have to ask each other a favor?
so now who is gonna be brave and start a sms with full of sorry?
solve the things now. coz never to late to know your mistake ok?

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
Our memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And there was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, then we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly




i guess why this song is posted here in fcukers blog is
obviously because it speaks of a friendship,
and how this friendship would last.
because people hav their own commitments,
people hav their own work to do.
i purposely bold some paragraphs above cus they speak true of us.
where we gonna be when we turn 25? really, where?
where will fcukers be?
yes we're all moving on and we cant slow down.
each of us busy with our own stuff.
but, our memories are still playing like a film without sound.
at least, to me.

memories of fcukers hav always been buried deep inside me:)
and will always always always be there.
no matter how far apart we may be.
no matter how many eons we may not talk to each other.
it really doesn matter.
cus,

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever






it is weird. indeed weird. why hav i chosen to blog here,
after so long? why talk about friendship?
well, when i logged in the email and password of this blog,
i suddenly rem, why i put "alwaystwelve" as the password.
(ehh make sure people don hack our account ahh)
cus, bac then, i was hoping, really hoping,
that all twelve of us will remain in fcukers.
though it's hard now. cus, YOU GUYS KNOW WHY.
still, in my heart, there's alwaystwelve, not more, not less.

anyways, im writing here cus i know some of you
may be angry, bushuang, disappointed etc etc.
i know how you feel, cus ive been there too,
alot of times. and i don mind that youre angry with me.
though i was also angry at you guys.
but sometimes, i feel that, we fuckers really hafta give and take.
we hav our differences. we cant adapt, then thats it.
and it's easy to tell when one is no more committed to fcukers.
his/her actions can tell, but, that doesn mean fcukers is forgotten.

whatever it is, jus wanna apologize if ive done anyth wrong to you guys lately.
and jus wanna tell you guys, i hav faith in this friendship.
i believe it will be everlasting =.=