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Monday, March 31, 2008

ppl..u al lyk thz blogskin or old 1??if u al lyk the old 1 i change back ok??

so vote nw bah..hahaha

fri chalet dun 4gt 2 cum..

wed mt at eric hse discuss abt food okok?? n rmb bring $15 for each per

okokok??

$$$ cum cum cum..hahaha..miz u all..

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)



ppl..u al lyk thz blogskin or old 1??if u al lyk the old 1 i change back ok??

so vote nw bah..hahaha

fri chalet dun 4gt 2 cum..wed mt at eric hse discuss abt food okok??n rmb bring $15 4 each per okokok??

$$$ cum cum cum..hahaha..miz u all..

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)














our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)












our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)


Saturday, March 29, 2008

WHAT MYRA HAS TO SAY ...

i really don know where to start. so many things hav happened lately and perhaps, today, ive reached the peak. really at the peak of a mountain of problems, insecurities, bushuang-ness and such. especially in relation to my dearest FCUKERS FAMILY.

it may sound so exaggerated. FCUKERS FAMILY? FCUKERS FAMILY LEHH! NABEHH. REALLY LIKE FAMILY MEHH? REALLY SO GOOD MEHH? REALLY SO CLOSE MEHH?

you guys may think, myra everytime say dearest fcukers family larr, what also fcukers, solve prob tgt, siao tgt, cry tgt but she really "love" fcukers that much mehh?

i jus wanna tell you guys, that im really thankful to God for i can meet you guys in my life. among all my other friends, you guys are top priority to me. being with you guys is a wonderful, indescribable feeling. each and everyone of you, with different character and personality, will never fail to make me laugh. i can always be myself with you guys. words sometimes can be hurtful to me, but i can take all these jokes. anyway, the truth always hurts. SO? WHO CARES? at least i know you guys are honest. say me panda say me buttock big. wahaha. i really don mind. :)

i love fcukers too much that im passionate enough to create a blog for all of us. i don know. im jus committed to fcukers. i feel good that yh, jm and anne will confide in me about their problems. and then comes zh and ts about their prob. and then wilson tell me about his. i feel really appreciated. i feel good that you guys choose to believe in me, so much so that you can tell me your problems.

i remembered that day, the day when we all sat at the playground, all there to hear out about zh and ts and their problems. at the same time, i knew yh was down, anne was down, wilson was down, eve was tired, and me too was down (you guys should know whyy). i thought, that period was really a down period for all of us. the atmosphere was different. way too different than the normal happy-siao-siao us. and now, jus when i thought we will be HAPPIER at least a little, things had to go down again.



TODAY'S INCIDENT (SATURDAY, 290308)

i was wondering. mebbe it wasnt really anyone's fault. each of us has our own difficulties. i don blame anyone. jus a lil' pissed, especially jus now.


TO ANNE:
i can understand why you were angry. mebbe you love fcukers too much too, and you thought we could help you with your stuff. so when none of us came, you felt really terrible and disappointed. but the fact that you were angry with us wasnt rightt. you should investigate the matter firs. suddenly i sms you, and you sms me bac saying you were angry. saying we are all fake. a fake and selfish family. i don mind even if youre angry but hav you ever considered my feelings at that point of time? imagine i told you i wanna meet you for dinner. in the end, when you sms me, i never reply. you call me so many times, i didn answer. you find it so hard to find me, and in the end when you receive a msg from me, all was written was that, "im angry. no need wait for me. and etc etc." but youve been waiting for hours and you didn eat, hoping to eat with me. but i didn turn up. how would you feel?

i understand that youre angry so you refused to reply me or answered my calls. but hav you spared a thought for me? did i make you angry too? but i was really disappointed in you jus now. but anne, this matter, lets jus forget it. i heard youre unstable. very emo and so mebbe out of all those insecurity, you sms until like that. its ok. :)) it's over.


BUT, MY MESSAGE FOR ANNE:

ANNE. you might not know how much i used to like you as a fren before. i named you my angel cus you really understand me. you know how i feel, mebbe cus we are in the same situation? you gave me encouragement during my exams when i thought i should jus giv up! that meant alot to me. but eversince i found out you hav been keeping things from me, i was indeed dulan. mebbe you might say that ive betrayed you, but i daresay i didn. i daresay you and mebbe yh hav misunderstood me. really wuhui me le. but i jus keep quiet. and i told you, i wont wanna care about you and yh the problem. cus i really don wish to be hurt, or hurt you guys unintentionally. im sorry. im really sorry. we said before rightt, that we are now very distant apart? i don wish for things to be like this. but im afraid Fate has made things like this for a reason. and girl, i admit i am an emo kinda girl. but i think youre even more emo. and im afraid sometimes it is really not good. it's unhealthy. don keep things to yourself, cry cry cry and then act like youre okayy when i know it is so obvious that youre not. mebbe rightt now when you read this, you might hate me, but im really sorry. and if you ever need me, i'll try my best. altho honestly i hafta say, i feel veryyy distant from you alr. really veryyyy. im sorry. mebbe cus i don really like how you handle your problem and in the end you make yourself suffer. i don like that. the way youre handling your problem, really makes me feel that you choose to make yourself suffer. why? i don wan you to be like that. im so sorry. but no matter whatt, when youre once my angel, you will forever be my angel :)


TO EVE:

i wasnt really mad at you. mebbe things jus had to happen and when you didn turn up jus as i thought you would, it made a huge impact to me. but i still loveyou all the same. :))


TO ZHOUHUI:

girl. regarding today's matter, i know you care about me, you care about your frens. but i guess being easily angry is also your weakness, then mebbe you should think, is it cus youre easily angry that sometimes adds on to the prob between you and ts? hmmm. but i really wanna thank you for bein there, a person whom i can talk cock with. jus that i hafta admit, sometimes, i support ts more than you. not that im very whatt, it's cus i understand how he is, what kind of a person he is. and i hope you will solve your prob with him as soon as possible. iloveyou!


having said all these, in fact, i hav alot to say to ALL OF YOU PEOPLE. ONE BY ONE. but i guess, i need time to pour out everything. nex time, i'll write.

but i hav one confession.

and this is to yong hwee.

from the time i met you, i alr know that youre a very kind hearted person. a caring and soft person. a very nice fren. really. but eversince that matter, till now, i feel so awkward to face you. youre no longer the best best best pal of mine in fcukers. now, i feel like as if youre a stranger. i couldn joke with you, i couldn really talk to you. even if i did, the feeling is different? i beg to know whyy? mebbe you may also see me differently now. mebbe you might see me as one whom you cannot trust. but, there are alot of things regarding that matter that you do not know. and mebbe you might say its all over so shouldn talk about it. i don care how you wanna see me now. mebbe i should jus let time heal everything. as for your problem, i would like to let you know that it is really hard for me to jus keep quiet and not ask you about it when jm come find me and then anne come find me. but i promise myself i wont care about that problem anymore. so i shall :) but, honestly speaking, if you treat us as fcukers, theres really nothing to hide from us.


WE CARE. WE REALLY DO. OR AT LEAST, I DO.


I HAV MORE THINGS TO SAY TO THE REST OF YOU, SO KEEP A LOOKOUT.

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)


Wednesday, March 26, 2008

YOYO~~!!

=))

ANOTHER OUTING IS PLANNED! PASSED MESSAGE FROM
PONTIMYRA~!

BADMINTON!!


VENUE: HENDERSON CC
TIME : 1.30 PM
DATE : THIS SAT ( 29/03 )

PLEASE CONFIRM YA ATTENDANCE BY TAGGING! =p


~*mayi

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)



hahas LoLz mai u change to this skin ah? waa lyk abit messy sia.., but nvm la still readable^^

Xiang-

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)


Tuesday, March 25, 2008

MONDAY, 24 MARCH 2008

LET THE PICTURES TELL OUR STORY.

its all about HAIR HAIR HAIR!! :))

HUEHUEHUE. PAIKIA BRO GONNA SHOW HIS SKILLS~ CHENDOL ON MY HAIR LEHH! :P



BEHIND THE FACADES OF A PONTI ...




HAIRDRESSERS AKA COUPLE #1 WITH YH AND TS DOING THEIR THANG~



TS FIERCE LEHH~



JUS LOOK AT THIS!!! HIS HAIR IN THIS SHAPE!
WAHAHA. NATURAL LAI DE~

MAOMAO AND HIS HAIR~ WHICH HAIR? HEAD HAIR LARR!




AFTER FANG PI REN STYLED HIS HAIR~


DEAR CHIOBUU WORN OUT ALR! K.O.!



THE MOST CHILDISH YET CUTE COUPLE! KEEKEEKEE. OOPS! =))



THE LESBIANS~



ANNE!


MAOMAO SEXY LEGS! LOOKED LIKE?=_="


AT ERIC'S PLACE :)) WAITING FOR MACS DELIVERY!




to me, it was an unexpected meet-up. but it was all about hair hair hair!! woohoo!


- LOTSA PONTI LOVE,

PONTIMYRA :)



our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)