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Friday, April 25, 2008

WARNING!
Wilson our boss SRY for Scolding u SRY dun
kill my family T.T
JokeRz

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)



JokeRz was here ~


In our life many things happen Bad & Good either one.
My life altot is not something stress or tired but neither it is something happy or cheery about
but i know something, if we can do a part in putting effort in changing abit for the one who is always beside u and around u i think is not yet perfect but it will be a better life for us as a groups of frens.
Things We Need To Tak Note of ~
  1. Attitude
  2. Character
  3. Habit
  4. & the sentance i always said " Frens is to care and concern of & not made to use for destress and blame on."

i hope we the fcukers will try to change for the one beside and around u for a better family and frens.

Your Truly

JokeRz hao peng you ^.^


our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)





yet another interesting clip haha.., enjoy before sleeping!
peace

Xiang

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

lolz told u all cannot drag all dun believe ~ now reali cannot book le. AnyWay now onli got 2 choice give u all choose.

  1. Sakae Sushi
  2. Sushi Teh

Those wan come de come ~ this 2 choice both is more than 20 dollar for sure ~ if dun wan spend than stay at home ba i wun force u all de~


our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)



Hello fcukers wilson here
Check this out before sleeping!!

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)


Friday, April 18, 2008

hello..tutu here..hahaha

gt sum funny video wan 2 share wif u al..n wan make u al laugh oso..hope fcukers will lyk it n rmb 2 smile..hehehe..stay happy every1..hehehe

miz u al..

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)




our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)




our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)




our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)


Wednesday, April 16, 2008

TA DA!!!!

WAHAHAHAHA.

purposely enlarge this pic don know whyy.. best best best!

a day with GIANT, BOTAKHEAD, PAIKIA, MASTER, CHIOBUU, PONTI :))


ERIC LOOKED NOT BAD HERE HUH? :P ummchio liao larr! giv jingyi see!


this one? dirty tricks of penguin and polar bear =X most pro? MASTER!


anyways, this was like long time ago rightt? even before that kbox outing. but kbox pictures were posted up firs. haha. i remembered there were PONTI, PAIKIA BRO, CHIOBUU, FANG PI REN and we went to find GIANT at his workplace at vivo. he treated us long john! haha and we brought the food up to the sky park to eat! was kinda fun chilling there. met up with CRAB too. haha.








PICTURES UP THERE!!! :))





haha. gone were the good old days! haha. now jus looking forward to our so-called last gathering where HOPEFULLY everyone will be there! SUSHI or THAI EXPRESS!!! :)))

FCUKERS! cheers to our future endeavours! life still goes on! :D

- lotsa ponti love, MYRA!


our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)



We wun be having Chalet le coz first it cost kinda expansive & also very little ppl left le. So i think we could go eat,

  1. Sushi Teh
  2. Tai Express
  3. Kim Gary
  4. Others

vote now for ur choice ~


Signing off JokeRz


our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)


Tuesday, April 8, 2008

it's not i wanna neglect u.. i juz duno how to say.. let me put it this way then...

jia min..

dui bu qi...

i've been hurting u ba... like keep holding ur bf bu fang.. wanna stick to him, though i know he got gf le, love de also is his gf.. but i juz bu fang qi, stil holding on a slightest hope that he wil wan me.. sorry.. really sorry...

am so sorry that so late then i realise this fact, so late then i wake up from this sweet dream, a dream directed by me, and i've been hiding myself in that dream for so long.. cuz the real world is too painful, too cruel, too harsh on me le.. i dun wanna lost him, sum1 that i appreciate his existence in my life so much, sum1 that i started to cant live without, sum1 that is even more important than my own life..

everytime i see he hurts, see he cry, how pain he is, i feel doubled pain than him.. i dislike u, really dislike u, maybe cuz i too like him le, that's y i can nvr like u.. now then i realise this fact too, that's y everytime i said wanna be fren with u, but ended up failed.. cuz it's too hurtful for me seeing u both sweet sweet hugging front of me.. i stayed strong alwiz, but i'm stil a girl after all. i'm not that strong, at least not in love, that's y i alwiz failed to protect myself from getting hurt.

i know u care for me, but girl, u're a girl too, understand my feeling ba.. i know i'm torturing u, when yeye also care for me, but u both are torturing me too, know ma? u said that u're jealous of me, can alwiz stay at his side, play with him, share everything with him.. but why are u jealous of me while u're the only 1 in his heart? i'm the one shud be jealous ba.. lol... no1 can take over ur place in his heart, i know.. =)

as for me, i need time.. i wanna be fren with u too, wanna zhi lian with u too like how i zhi lian with the other fcukers.. but firstly, i need to let go, need to lock up all my extra extra feelings first, not ma? hope u understand.. this morning's sms, i'm sorry that i scolded u, cuz u dun seems to understand what i mean, what i wan.. i'm not torturing myself, what i meant was, i wanna do it my way, a way that i can heal myself, then i can go back to his side as a normal nv er grandpa de relationship, no extra extra feeling when see u both together except happy for both of u.. i need time, i need to be alone, away from u, away from him, away from fcukers if my way would hurt any1 of u. i juz need to be alone, re-arrange my messed-up life, and stand on my feet once again..

hope u understand me, give me a chance to stand up once again, hao ma? meanwhile during this period, pei pei him, do ur best as a good gf, his best bfpg ( duno what it means though.. hahaha.. =p ) hao ma? let me alone recover 1st.. if i need help, i wont paiseh ask for help de, but if i dint, pls.. let me do it my way k?


1 last word..

SORRY!


our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)


Monday, April 7, 2008

it's me.. -anne-

dear fcukers family,

am so so sorry for ruining the outing.. i'm not purposely spoiling it de.. i tried my best le, but i stil failed, and i failed badly..

to hwei :

ta tou uncle, dui bu qi, let jiali jealous le, but xie xie ni..zhen de hen xie xie ni... without ur help, without ur strength, without everything, i really duno what to do le.. that time was really my darkest time.. nobody knows how i feel, how dark i am, seeing nothing except the road to death.. i drunk, i cried, i shout, i scold, but u know? i really feel good, at least my heart is numb, i'm numb, i can feel nothing except letting all my feelings out, expressed it all out, and cried as much as i wan..

uncle, thanks for ur helping hand.. yup, that's what frens r for.. u came as my uncle, helping me, an wei me, u're really my best pal.. since i first know fcukers, u've alwiz been my best pal.. u knew i couldn't take it, u dun wanna me to continue hearing le. uncle, xie xie ni..

to jiali:

dui bu qi, mei nv.... i really bu shi gu yi borrowed ur bf without asking ur permission de. bu yao shen qi le, hao ma? yuan liang wo, yuan liang ta tou uncle hao ma? he's really my good uncle, and jiali, u're my best mei nv le.. i know, girl, u've alwiz wanted me to stay strong, wanted me to let go, let go of those feeling i got, let go this complicated relationship i got, cuz u care for me. u really do care for me right? i know.. sorry girl, so long then i understand this fact.. so long then i decided, so long then i'm determined..

ya, no more next time le, no more shouting, no more scoldings from u le.. why ne? cuz i wont turned back this time.. mei nv, xie xie for ur courage and understand, and thanks for waking me up also.. dui bu qi.. wont disappointed u and ta tou uncle le, wont waste ur time and tears de.. =))

to myra:

darlingg... told ya le, i need courage and strength ah.. i promised wil try my best, failed, but u're there for me, there hugging me, there trying to solve my problems, though i buang face, buang attitude, buang everything, but i really appreciated each and every1's help.. i love hugging u and cry together, cuz at least i know, i'm not crying alone, i'm not alone..

darling... dun worry.. u're not alone too... family problems, fcukers' problems, relationship's problems, all come to me, turn to me, like how i turn to u k? cry on my shoulder nvm, shirt wet nvm, juz have to wash for me only.. =p hahaha.. okok... girl, stay strong, dun emo, and pls.. dun smoke so much can? dun smokes le... control, throw that habit away... wilson too, hao ma? jiayou pls, can? darlingg... we can do it.. anything, need my hug, tell me k? and i shall tell u if i need one too...

to ts, wilson and kun ming:

brothers... =)) u guys really make me shocked.. really appreciated u guys' effort trying to make me laugh, though all also buang sia... but really.. thanks a million.. =(( i'm really touched...

ts.. xie xie ni for caring.. ya, i wil jiayou, but u also, remember my words.. u love her, dun say it thru mouth only.. hao hao prove it, control ur temper, u both wil xin fu de... =))


wilson, idiot la u.... drunk le summore an wei me, talk half way suddenly u talk ur own problems.. hahaha... i duno i was crying or laughing lo.. hahaha... but yeah.. letting go is hard... but if it's good for every1, y not doing it? nothing is impossible, not ma? time heals everything.. lock all up ba, keep it within us.. memories stay, true enough.. =)) we're good enough to have at least some memories with us, right? jiayou brother!
*p/s: thanks for ur vodka! =p

kun, u make me shocked the most... u usually so buang, so attitude, but ur words really do come in strongly.. "let her cry ba, let her shout, cry finish le, jiu dun think le, dun cry for him le, dun turn back".. xie xie... once u finish saying it, i really got the courage express all out, shout as much as i wan, cry as hard as i wan.. u not totally buang ma... at least, i appreciated ur appearance in this outing.. xie xie.. =))

to other fuckers member:

dui bu qi, zh.. i ruined ur outing, but bbq not bad ba... like very funny also, all drunk, then all so buang face de.. hahahaha.... =p u also face red red lo, hahahaha.... and idiot la u! purposely grab the chance to kiss me! eeee!! but ur kiss really helps.. hahaha... eewww.. like so les sia... =p eve, thanks for pei-ing me, chatting with me, and everything u done ye.. thanks lots... love ya girl, i really do.. muacks.... eric, qian hua, jiamin, dui bu qi for the buang outing.. but thanks also, this outing helps me a lot.. helps me re-arrange my life, my feelings.. after this, no more le k? i promise here in front of every1, i wil be a fun-maker that u guys wil miss me much if i dint go.. =p hahaha... sorry...

last but not least..

ye...

sorry for hurting u so badly, making u so disappointed.. nv er can only think of that way to numb myself le.. nv er tried every single way to stop myself from spoiling the party, stay strong, but nv er cant.. ye, sorry... nv er told ya b4, i wanna stay as ur nv er at ur side forever, but wo bu xiao xin fall for u le.. nv er know, u got gf, also know ye love her much, but nv er had alwiz keeping a slightest hope ye wil wan me also... nv er baichi ba... that's y i'm so hurt, it's so hurtful..

being drunk is not a cool thing, i know.. nor vulgarities, nor smoking also.. but nv er really lost.. nv er lost in the hole created by me, a useless me who love spoiling ur life, make ye so miserable.. nv er planned to leave u after this outing le also, cuz nv er dun wan ye to feel tired, dun wan ye to continue got hurt by this baichi nv er le... but ye's action, ye's words, ye's caring really making me to cancel my plan, continue to keep that slightest hope i had for u.. but after some incident happened, which i wont mentioned it here, i'm totally determined, i wont turn back le...

ye said, true frenship does not exist, nv er was only lying to u, give some time to nv er... let me recover, let me lock everything up, lock the feeling up, lock that pitiful small small hope up, bring it all away with me first, and when i'm back to ur side, i'll be ur pure nv er, a family member of urs, and shall be waiting for my true prince charming to come rescue me and give me my favourite flower (u know ba.. mi mi k? =p )

meanwhile, let me re-arrange my life first... let me heal, let me find a suitable place to lock those wonderful things up first, okie? am sorry to have hurt u, i cant thought of any way better than hurting u, making u pissed off of me and dumped me into the rubbish bin. but sumhow, i can feel ur pain.. maybe that's why i'm ur nv er.. hahaha... ya, family stays together... nv er wil come back de.... the gentle nv er, the 1 who dislike smoking, the1 who dislike scolding bad words, the 1 who wil fish u when ye scold f*** u..

i duno how long i need.. but til then, hope ye take good care of urself, eat well, sleep well, play well.. nv er stil stays the same, anything happen to ye, nv er wont be able to smile anymore..

** i love u all... fcukers family, i love u... sorry for everything that happens, but i wont waste the efforts and hopes u guys put on me... shall come back as the auntie anne u guys used to know..

heartbroken, tears, pain, suffering, torturing.. none of these shall returned to my life after a while...

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)


Friday, April 4, 2008

wow this blog is growing !!
so many event coming up!

SO FCUKERS LET'S GET THE PARTY STARTED!

(cos many will be going to NS alrdy...)


Planning trip pula ubin chalet!

our friendship is endless, fcukers remains forever :)