Fat Carina. it has been 2 years 5 month since we are together. really have alot of sweet and fun times with u. laugh alot with u, sad together with u, every time disturb u fat, lol. joke with u which u dun like about me=). but still they are all the sweet memories.

things happen so quickly before i realise it. yeah. before i realise u are already with him. was so disspointed to know that. wad u promise me was all fake. promise me that u wouldn find a guy for a while 1st after we break. i did promise that to you too. but wad i see was totally different. you are happily with him. going to your house.. so you did not love me already even before we break. well.. thats reality. i am ugly , i cant accompany u for long , i have bad temper. i know why i will scold u on that night. so i guess u and him is togther already. u should have told me earlier=). so u can end ur pain with me faster. haha.. but its okay. u are with boon hua now. and i guess u are quite happy with him. i can see that...

At 1st i tot i was the one hurting u. but i realise that its not me. which make me more hurt. seeing u with boon hua. ignoring me. even when i did sumthing for u. u just heck care. and i ask u. weather u still love me? u said no.. and things just happen 8 days ago. i dunno how u do it.. a 2 year 5 month relationship and u can just say u dun love me in 8 days.. my heart is really very pain.. i kept thinking wad u are doing with him every day every night. i couldn stop thinking. i cant sleep every night. but today i saw him at ur house. i was so down. wanted to see u the last day happily. but thing just couldn go smoothly even for the last time for me.. seeing him sitting at ur bed. i was greatly in pain. u wanted me to hate u. thats was wad u wan on tuesday right. yeah i hate you now. i really hate u alot alot now..

So i promise u. after october 18 i will dissapear from ur sight and u can tell others that u never walk this path for 2 year 5 month. i was just loving sumone who dun love me for 2 year 5 month... yeah i will promise u. you can be with him all night long without me irrating u already. and he better take good care of you. hope you will be more happy with him then with me. i will try to change. change to a better person. a better man. for my next time girlfriend as wad u said to me. dun worry. i know u didn worry... i will find the type girl which i every time walk on the road. i shake ur hand and give u de signal? remember? haha. thats so lame. but was quite fun though. yup i will find one big breast , slim body , long leg! yeah! haha. but for now. i just need time to forget you. it may be long. or i may take forever. but i will try my very best becuase no other girl can walk inside my heart and take u away from there.. i may not wish u and boon hua all the best in my heart. but i will just say it. wish u both all de best~

lastly next week going DB le~ after come out will turn on a new leaf. become a new person. change in every thing. but there one thing that it wont change about me. the thing is i love you..





Our Love story started at 120506


and it ending on 121008
things sure changed alot eh lol~

A story people think would nv end..
has ended...



By Your XiaoShin.
the beautiful swan which turn into a Ugly Duckling